Being an SG officer...
...made me three times busier this year.
...made me know awesome people.
...made me realize that God placed me in the right place.
...made me feel that I can do things I didn't think I can.
echo'
I really wish I could do something about it.
Like maybe graduate tomorrow.
Like maybe ...meet you earlier under a much convenient circumstance.
Like maybe work now and do what I think I'm good at.
Like...maybe know much more than I know now.
I suddenly got sad. Why does the thought irk me out? When I was a kid, I used to know a lot. ...And now that I've grown, I suddenly realize, I've fallen short on the things that I should've known by now.
I dunno if that made sense, or what. ...Or if this blog is going anywhere. But if I can do something about it ...I'd really change a thing or two. ...Like maybe. ...Me and you?
Fuck. ...I think I've gone depressed again.
I'll write more. ...About today. How happy I was, really. And then I suddenly remembered something. ...And then I got back to feeling down. Dammit.
Dunno. I might write a full story. ...Or I might not. I just wanna rest for now. ...Maybe clear my thoughts. IDK.
I just miss him. I hope there are more like him. ...And I hope I'd meet more like him. ...Someone available. Yeah. You get the point.
I'll stop now.
Ellie was busy.
For the past eight weeks, Ellie has been busy. She's barely home. She's barely sleeping. And she's almost always facing a computer.
She had her OJT the whole summer, basically. And to sum up everything that she's been through for the past eight weeks, IT WAS SOOOOOO AWESOME. :D
And now that it's all over, she can't begin to tell you how much she's mising the life that she's had for the past eight weeks. Her body clock was ruined, she's likely to have sleeping disorders. ...and she might be a little more delusional now ...But she's enjoyed the process nonetheless.
And this blog is pretty much about how much she misses the office, the house, the people in the neighborhood(though she really never had the chance to know them well), the bosses and the people in the office. THOSE PEOPLE. ...*sighs* I miss them.
And mind you, I miss the smog and the humid weather. LOL.
echo'
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